I haven’t blogged about it earlier because I have just been so sad about his passing. I loved Michael. I grew up listening to the Jackson 5 and then fell in love with Michael when “Off the Wall” came out. I was able to see him and his brothers in concert back in 1983 and then I saw Michael again in concert after “Thriller” came out. I even have a singed autograph of Michael in my office that I got in the 80’s. I always loved him and I always thought he was misunderstood. I watched the memorial today and I cried my eyes out. If only he were alive to see the outpour of love he may have not had to medicate himself so much. The trials and the speculations and accusations killed him. I feel he was always innocent. I am going to miss him like everyone else. I have never felt this way about an entertainer passing. I felt like I knew him, as if he were a part of my life. I am grieving like so many others. I thought the memorial was awesome. I think Elizabeth Taylor and Diana Ross are selfish for not attending. If they cared so much for him then why couldn’t they be there to support even his children. If it were the other way around I feel as though Michael would attend their memorials. I hate selfish people. And yes, I said hate.
Oh well, I am off to bed so I can’t rant on and on any longer. Anyways, I have to keep my mind on my doggy tonight. I am taking him in for surgery possibly tomorrow at 9:00AM. I found a new lump on Saturday night and I was squeezing on it when it sort of burst inside him. It then swelled up and in less than 12 hours grew about 10 times larger than it was. I know, I’m a dork. I took him in the vet that Sunday and they took a sample. I talked to the vet tonight and it might possibly be cancerous or just a bad reaction to what I did. Pray for me that it isn’t cancer. I love my baby. It was hard saying goodbye to Michael but saying goodbye to Trey will absolutely kill me.
