What an unbelievable time in my life. Such achievements and joys and tragedies all happening at one time for me and it is a bit overwhelming. Let’s see, I just finished the 500th 3 part episode for pornfidelity which was a huge undertaking and I debuted my personally directed and produced scene on Brazzers.com and I have been working on some personal matters that are all now finally coming to fruition which will take a ton of weight off my back and open up more time in my life to enjoy my success and then to be blindsided with the tragic death of my beloved dog and then a few weeks later after his passing have Brandi Love as a guest at my home and to shoot with who I adore and had so much fun with all has had me on a crazy roller coaster of emotions.
I don’t know whether I should have an eternal smile on my face or be severely depressed. Quite honestly I have been doing both. Really, this has been the most rewarding time in my life and one of the worst times in my life. Thank you to those of you that sent me such kind words about the passing of my baby. And thank you for the wonderful response on the Pornfidelity.com 500th and the Brazzers scene. I am truly grateful to all of you that support me. I’m also getting extra snuggles from my other dogs and that helps too! Here I am forcing a kiss on Tommy.
I am going to be heading up to Mammoth soon to bury my dog’s ashes and to shoot some content for my site. It will be another joyful yet sad time for me. I love love love the mountains and I’ll have my husband and my two other puppies with me and I really enjoy shooting up in the mountains but I do have to say goodbye to Trey. I think it will help with my grieving process.
On a happier note, I’ve been having a lot of fun with my updates. I particularly like this one, entitled “Deadliest Snatch”. I get a bit out there with the names of my updates but that fishnet was really digging in so I thought the name to be aprpro.
