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Happy Memorial Day

May 25th, 2015


Thank you to all that serve our country and to those that have fallen. Today isn’t just about a backyard barbecue party with family and friends, even though that is lots of fun to do, but for us to remember those brave individuals in the military that we have lost. My heart goes out to the family members of our fallen soldiers and today is a great day to also remember all those that came home but with disabilities they will have to deal with for the rest of their lives. We can’t ever turn our backs on them and as a nation, we need to support them in any way we can.

I particularly love this charity,, it is close to my heart. In times of despair I have turned to my dogs for that comfort and unconditional love that only a dog can provide. So get out your wallet and donate what you would pay for a 6-pack of beer today. The vets will thank you! I opted for a cheap $10 a month donation since I give to several other charities but every little bit helps, remember the cost of a 6-pack can give someone in need a companion to change their whole world and save a dog from an animal shelter.


If you care to know…

May 17th, 2015

It seems like I’ve been on bit of a PR kick lately. Luckily it isn’t from just my efforts but that of my awesome PR team and websites coming to me asking me to promote myself so for that I am super fortunate. I recently did an interview, I’ve done hundreds through the years, but I quite especially liked these questions, easy to answer, short and to the point. They are for I hope you enjoy them. I added some photos for embellishment. I enjoyed answering them : )


1. What 3 words do you think best describe you?

Giant Natural Breasts! ha ha

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2. What hidden talents do you have?

I can fit my fist inside my mouth. 


3. What is your ideal Sunday?

Waking up late after shooting for my site all day and night and rolling over with my makeup still on from the night before, hair tossled and make love tom my husband first thing in the morning. Then taking a long hot shower, throwing on some sweats and walking my dogs, cooking, and watching a movie at home. Perfection.


4. What would be your favourite meal?

Abalone is my favorite, can’t find it anywhere nowadays but if not abalone then Persian or Greek food, anything Mediterranean. Here is a photo from a little restaurant on the beach on the island of Santorini in Greece.


And this is a photo from a dinner Ryan and I enjoyed while in Athens, that’s the Acropolis in the background. I just love Greece.


5. Who would be your 5 ideal dinner party guests?

Barack Obama, Madeline Albright, Bill Clinton, Oprah and the late Nelson Mandela, give me 6 and I’ll throw in the Dali Lama : )

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6. What is your favourite drink on a night out?

I prefer red wine but it makes my teeth purple so I usually go with a nice pinot grigio or a sauvignon blanc. Nothing too fruity.


7. What pets do you have?

I used to have 3 dogs and a guinea pig and 2 parakeets but their journey here on earth ended so now I am just left with 2 dogs, both adorable rescue puppies that are 1/2 Bassett hound so they are long and stumpy, so cute.


8. What is your attitude to money – spender or saver?

Saver, totally. Growing up we never had a home of our own so I have sort of over done it with buying several properties and I love stashing away money in my retirement accounts.


9. What’s the first thing you’d buy if you won $100,000?

Save it, 100k isn’t shit these days, sadly so. Being elderly and poor is something hopefully I will never be. Plus I have family to worry about as well and I feel responsible to take care of their needs.


10. What is your favourite sports team?

Whomever is playing the team at Super Bowl that my husband is betting on.


11. What’s your favorite holiday destination?

Going out of town to a football game the weekend of Thanksgiving. So we have turkey on Thursday with the family and then get on a plane early Friday to a city where the home team is playing. We go and become total fans of that home team and go buy all the shirts, hats, etc., even take tours of the stadiums. My husband I do this every year, last year we went to Green Bay, it was awesome.


12. Where would you most like to live?

Carmel or Monterey , dream house would be on 17 mile drive.


13. What is your weekly exercise regime?

I walk the dogs every day up and down our steep hill we live on, I also do pilates and elliptical all in my home gym a few times a week if I’m a good girl, I hate going to gyms, won’t do it, can’t make me. Oh yeah, and my oldie but goodie answer, sex and beer!


14. What’s the best book you’ve read? Well, not the photo of that book but my dear friend Richard Prince’s edition of “Catcher in the Rye”.

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15. What’s the best movie you’ve seen?

Girl with the Dragon Tattoo


16. What gadget could you not live without?

A wine bottle opener. No really, it would be my iMac, I’m in love with that thing.


17. What’s your favourite website?

Of course it is so I can watch my husband fuck really hot girls. That’s a big turn on for me. A close 2nd to that is Amazon. Really that site makes my life as art director of our productions much easier. So Pornfidelity and Prime!

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18. Who is your favourite person to follow on Twitter?

Deepak Chopra


19. What is your biggest achievement in life?

Creating my own production company with the love of my life.

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20. What is your biggest regret in life?

Not buying Apple stock when it was dirt cheap.


21. What was the best day of your life?

My wedding day.

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22. What was the worst day of your life?

The day my mother died in 2001. I was not only her daughter but her caretaker and we battled her health issues for many years before losing her. I felt a sense of loss and failure so double whammy.


23. Who is your hero?

Danni Ashe, she inspired me to do this business 16 years ago. Without her I would have never had a career.


24. Who are you most jealous of?

Angelina Jolie, who isn’t?


25. What type of people do you try to avoid?

Prejudiced people, fucking hate them, I mean I really do. Sounds hypocritical but it isn’t. I may be pre-judging them for being prejudiced but come on, if you got to hate someone, hate the haters.


26. What do you like to do in your free time?

I don’t have a lot of time but I do love to travel almost every other month I try to go somewhere. We  just went to Napa Valley a few weeks ago for our anniversary, so traveling combined with drinking wine is high on my list right now.

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27. What is the best piece of advice you ever received?

What you focus on you create so watch what you focus on. My good friend Kristy taught me that.


28. What’s the biggest risk you’ve ever taken?

Quitting my lucrative commercial printing sales job for a punk ass 22 year old kid who wanted to start a porn business withe ZERO experience.


29. What was the best joke you ever heard?

Funny jokes said aloud are cool but I like visual ones, I love a good political cartoonist or even the silly T Rex jokes, love them, can’t get enough of them. Oh and the dog shaming shit is hysterical, brings me to tears.


30. Tell us something about you that may surprise us.

I wanted to be doctor, I was a biology major in school until I had to quit to take care of my father with Alzheimer’s at 20. So this day I diagnose all my friends and family and I’m quite good at it. I am looking into alternative healing arts as a future career.


What I love about my 34FF breasts…

May 5th, 2015

Fleshbot asked me to give them 5 examples of why I love my breasts. It sort of took me aback because I don’t usually brag about “How much I looooove myself” or expound on how I appear but I given my career I should love these breasts of mine. So this is what I said:


1. First and foremost, these 34FF natural breasts made me famous! Which is ironic because when I was younger I contemplated a breast reduction so that I could be taken seriously in the business world, prior to my engaging in the adult industry. My Mother had her large breasts removed so it was always an option for me, obviously not any longer, unless I want to retire ; )


2. My 34FF breasts have come to define me and rather than fight it, I love it. I am so happy that my body is so different than most women. It makes me unique and sets me apart. Growing older makes me appreciate this so much more than my ignorance of my youth, wanting to be like all the other girls.


3. My 34FF breasts got me my husband. Just ask him, he is such a breast man and even admits he fell in love with them at first sight. Plus I can be very bossy and opinionated so having these large breasts keeps him from kicking me out of the house.

4. My 34FF breasts allow me more leeway in gaining and losing 5 to 10 pounds. They get a tiny bit bigger but pretty much stay the same and having these large breasts sometimes camouflages a few pounds around the middle. And as a nude model, having some sort of freedom time to time in how my body appears is a gift in itself. So basically big tits allows you to gain a few pounds and no one seems to mind, just as long as when I lose those ten pounds the breasts stay large and full and round.


5. I would love to say it is easy to find clothes that fit me but I would be amiss. I do however enjoy getting dressed up and feeling sexy and having large breasts can make a boring snug fitting sweater dress look really good. Could I then say that these tig ‘ol bitties are a fashion accessory? I think so. Big breasts can make even a boring old t-shirt look sexy. So for that I am very grateful.


That’s about it, I think most women have a love/hate relationship with their breasts. When I want to go golfing – hate ‘em, when I get dressed up and I am shooting content for my site – love ‘em.

Life goes on

March 29th, 2015


I have been home a week now since returning from Vegas. I still can’t believe everything that has happened but after licking my wounds this week I have decided the best tribute to my sister is to take care of myself. That was a very difficult thing for her to do and I can hear her in my ear whispering to me to go work out, drink my green drinks, take the dogs for a walk, everything she couldn’t do and can no longer ever do. So today I got my lazy butt on the elliptical, guzzled down some green thick crap Ryan made in the Vitamix, and I’m taking the dogs to the park tonight. It is way too hot to go outside during the day, 85 degrees in March, are you f#@*ing kidding me? I will return to shooting content this coming week, I thought I could last week, but who was I kidding? I got the makeup on and my hair just right and I couldn’t go through with it. It wasn’t as though I was crying, I just had no steam. I’ll have another go at it tomorrow so wish me luck. I mean, come on, a girls gotta work, you know.

A loss too big, a life too big for words…

March 22nd, 2015

To say my sister lived life to the fullest is an understatement. Cheryl Baldwin had a personality and wit and gift for bringing joy to others like no one I have ever known. She was always the one who wanted a party, wanted to bring cheer and give gifts, wanted to be the helper and savior to all those she loved, and at the end, we just couldn’t save her no matter how hard we tried or how hard we loved her.

The support and love of my family got me through all this, especially my sister Judi. Cheryl had been hospitalized or in a group home under hospice care for over 5 months which can put a strain on any family, and with the care falling mainly on my sister Judi, it was no easy task.

Cheryl’s friends also came to not only her aid, but to mine as well. Even in her passing, the most beautiful words of comfort came from her dear friend Jim and his forwarding of messages from friends of theirs.

“The residual of Cheryl’s being will linger throughout our memories. Her spirit is now free, not bound by space or time any longer, and now resides in a place of peace that surpasses our understanding.”

As I was there with her on her last day March 17th, alone in her room. I played Fleetwood Mac and Eagles and our favorites from when we were young. She couldn’t speak that day but lay there with her eyes closed. I knew she could hear me and every once in awhile squeezed my hand. I played the music loud in order to drown out the annoying sound of the her oxygen machine. I sang to her, I cried to her and said everything in the world I could ever want to communicate to my dear sister. I told Jim what I was doing and he was so supportive, he sent me the words to an Eagles song. Cheryl and Jim attended an Eagles concert together back in 1976 which was one of my sister’s fondest memories.

“I wish you peace when times are hard.
A light to guide you through the dark.
And when storms are high and your dreams are low,
I wish you the strength to grown on,
I wish you the strength to let love flow…”

I am so thankful not only for all the love and support of all those that cared for her but for the gift of how she passed. I had left to go eat around 7PM on Tuesday, letting her ex Marc have some precious moments alone with her. After he left my sister Judi and I got a call from the home alerting us to fact that her breathing had changed dramatically. The two of us rushed over and we held her hands, spoke to her and told her how much we loved her. Then amazingly, after over 24 hours of not moving or even opening her eyes, her eyes opened wide and she turned to look at Judi and then turned to me and kept her glaze on me for quite a while and then once again turned to Judi and then peacefully closed her eyes, her breathing became soft and a look of peace came upon her for the first time and then she gently slipped away as a tear fell from her right eye.

Good bye my beautiful sister. You just lived life TOO big, TOO fast, TOO much, so therefore you used up all the energy allotted for one life and so you had to leave me TOO soon. I love you Cheryl.


Happy St. Patrick’s Day

March 17th, 2015

Oh no, look what I found! A crazy Leprechaun who likes his greens! Enjoy your green beer, your green cookies, and whatever else green strikes your fancy.


Checking in, finally…

March 15th, 2015

So I am alive and well, actually doing quite well and recovering from my severe exhaustion I suffered a week ago. It all sort of hit me on a physical and emotional level with everything going on. But me, personally I am doing great now and ready to be a part of the living again, I have been so consumed with my dying sister there is little laughter and love and happiness in my soul lately and I appreciate everyone’s patience with me.

Bad news first, my sister has been hospitalized unable to get out of bed now since October 22nd of 2014. She is now in a wonderful Group Home and being taken care of by an equally wonderful Hospice center who is taking care of all her medical needs. I never knew finding a good place for a loved one could be so difficult and so expensive. Thank god my schedule is flexible and I make good money, how do other people do it? My Mother was ill but even with my meager earnings back in the day she was much easier to care for. My sister is a 24/7 job. My sister Judi visits her daily after working a long day and the only break she gets is when my sister’s ex visits her which he does on Sundays and Tuesdays and she gets a break of course when I am in town. I’m afraid I’m going to lose two sisters if this keeps up.

Great news next, all is going well in my personal life. My dogs are great, my husband fabulous, my business flowing along splendidly and things are all coming together quite nicely. I just need some time to take care of myself which of course I find difficult to do. I plan on going out to Vegas this coming week, sadly it might be my last time with Cheryl because of her declining health, but I will be able to spend some much needed time with my niece’s son. He is going to be 4 this July and I haven’t been able to be there for him or for my niece Amanda these past few years. It has all been about Cheryl and I need to start focusing on the living and my future with my family. We are at the end of the day, all we have. So I am going to repair the relationship I have with myself and start taking care of me and extending out a helping hand to my lovely niece and her adorable son.

As far as what is going on sexy wise in my life, well, I have been doing some shoots for my site and keeping that active. We have been doing some amateur travel stuff along with a few 4K scenes and I plan on doing some more 4K stuff this month. I have a long overdue 1000th scene to film and I got a wonderful offer from a secret person to participate in it with me. That really made me happy. She happens to not only be a past lover, but a friend! A great friend who I never get to spend any time with. So I better take her up on her offer and fast!

I haven’t blogged in so long and I am such a bad bad girl. Well here are some photos from my recent website entries. I may not be the best “blogger” but I am a very good web girl and I never fail at updating my site every week with new content and I have been doing it for almost 15 years now.


Gung Hay Fat Chow!

February 19th, 2015

Happy Chinese New Year


This is my year, baby! I need a great year, I am so excited!

How’s your 2015 going so far?

January 10th, 2015

Do you fucking believe it is already Two Thousand and fifteen? That’s my saying for the year. Where oh where has father time gone? Oh where oh where can he be? I celebrated Christmas with no sleep, drove to Vegas to be with my sister, came home and leased some way too expensive Macs for Ryan, bought him a new Escalade, handled all the end of the year finances, put a fucking pear up a partridge’s ass, packed and came down to Mexico to shoot a PF scene and 3 KM’s.

So here I am in Cabo, it is 80 degrees, all the work is done for the week and I am stuck inside the house with a blown out knee. That is what happens when you celebrate the last night of shooting and at 47 you go out dancing at clubs until 4AM and then eat street burgers and play cards with your husband and employees until 5AM. Oh this old gal is hurting. I just refuse to get old, so now I am paying for it. It isn’t that bad of a situation, I’m here in a beautiful 11,000 square foot penthouse apartment overlooking the ocean and Ryan is watching football and I’m on the couch getting caught up on emails, texting, and blogging. So, no complaints here, life is good as long as I have wine and Advil!

My sister is doing OK for now, she is improving slightly but not enough to come home. I don’t know where she will have to go next but I am ready and able to take care of her needs as soon as I return stateside. Her cancer is progressing at an alarming rate. Her large tumor was at 9mm in August and as of December 6, had grown to 43mm. This is my first experience with cancer so I still don’t know what that truly means as far as life expectancy but her immobility is far more concerning to me at this point. So I am taking this time in Cabo to reflect on my blessings and what I need to do for her these coming months.

I did a bunch of shooting while here so I will post all the updates soon. Until then, I wanted to share some super exciting news – I have been inducted into the AVN Hall of Fame! Here is a link to the press release:


Superstar Kelly Madison Selected to
2015 AVN Hall of Fame Class

Multi Award-Winning Performer/Director & Owner of
Kelly Madison Media Will Be Inducted on January 24
During AVN Awards in Las Vegas!

LOS ANGELES (January 5, 2014) – Kelly Madison, superstar adult performer/director and owner of Kelly Madison Media, has been selected for AVN’s 2015 Hall of Fame class. The official induction will take place on January 24 prior to the AVN Awards.

“It’s an amazing honor to become a member of the AVN Hall of Fame,” said Kelly Madison, who will be inducted into the Hall of Fame’s Video Branch. “It’s a reminder of the longevity I have been able to enjoy in a career I love so much.”

“Thank you so much to everyone who has made this possible – AVN’s staff and voters, all the wonderful people associated with Kelly Madison Media, our fans, and especially my amazing husband, Ryan!” added Kelly. “Besides being one of the top directors and performers in the industry, Ryan is my rock, so consider this the beginning of my campaigning for his Hall of Fame induction in 2016.”

For the full list of AVN Hall of Fame Inductees, click here.

“I am so thankful to AVN and our colleagues in the industry and the fans who have supported Kelly and made her a superstar in more ways than one,” said Kelly Madison Media co-owner Ryan Madison. “She wears many hats at Kelly Madison Media – performer, art director, producer, accountant, marketing whiz, and more – so I’m very pleased she is being recognized in such a major way for her accomplishments.”

As head of one of adult entertainment’s top known brands, Kelly Madison began her career as an adult model after leaving a successful career as a sales representative and vice president of a computer graphics firm. It was then she met Ryan Madison, a young graphic artist who she fell in love with. They quit their respective jobs and started, which earned Kelly the title of Best Female Web Star at the 2011 AVN Awards.

By capitalizing on her playful charm and business savvy, Kelly became one of the most financially successful independent web stars ever. The couple’s success caught the attention of DVD distributor Juicy, which signed the couple to a deal to produce all-new content for distribution on DVD and other platforms under their brand, Kelly Madison Media, and its PornFidelity label. The expansion of their visibility helped the couple become a hit with even more consumers, who loved Kelly’s bubbly personality, try-anything attitude, and incredible all natural 34FF chest – her trademark.

Since its inception 14 years ago, Kelly Madison Media has received scores of nominations and awards. This year alone, it has received 22 nominations for the 2015 AVN Awards, – including five nominations in Fan Awards categories. The independent, performer-owned company is nominated for Best Marketing Campaign – Company image – a first for Kelly Madison Media in a category mostly made up of industry’s biggest producers.

In selecting Kelly Madison, AVN said: “[Kelly] originally planned to be the talent coordinator for the [online] content, but after unreliable and undependable girls answered their ads, the couple agreed Kelly should be the model. Now, almost 15 years later, the company runs several websites and produces videos on a monthly basis.”

Voting for AVN’s Fan Awards is open through January 23 at

The AVN Awards will be held at The Joint at Hard Rock Hotel & Casino Las Vegas on January 24, 2015 as part of the Adult Entertainment Expo, scheduled for January 21 to 24.

About Kelly Madison Media:
With a library of titles dating back nearly 15 years, PornFidelity and Kelly Madison Media are synonymous with high quality adult entertainment featuring the biggest names in the industry. Under the leadership of superstar performers Kelly Madison and Ryan Madison, PornFidelity and TeenFidelity have been consistently among fans’ favorite studios featuring the real-life sexual adventures of Kelly and husband Ryan as they hook up with hot and horny young women. With her gorgeous face, Double-F breasts and up-for-anything attitude, Kelly and husband Ryan have created an empire that has continued to grow from a monthly release in the early days to today’s multiple lines of MILF, Teens, fetish and other themes to a great online presence that is updated every single week with brand new content. and related sites include content of over 2,000 episodes with over 1,000 models, showcasing every ethnicity, size, shape, age, breast size, and personality. Each episode has behind the scenes photos and video footage, shot in HD 1080p and all new episodes in 4K, and all downloadable as well as offered in a variety of sizes and formats. The sexy and eclectic sites they produce is a true representation of their oath to “love, honor, cherish and fuck hot girls together for as long as we both shall live.” For more information, visit

About the AVN Awards:
The 32nd annual AVN Awards Show will be co-hosted by popular adult stars Alexis Texas and Tommy Pistol, both of whom won big at last year’s show. Texas garnered a Fan Award for Hottest Ass while Pistol was named Best Actor for his turn in BurningAngel’s “Evil Head.” In addition to entertaining banter from the hosts, the AVN Awards Show also features equal servings of live comedy, music, and dance numbers – along with a red carpet pre-show which draws the biggest adult stars dressed in eye-popping, sexy ensembles. The AVN Awards Show is the culmination of AVN Week – a series of events produced by AVN Media Network at Hard Rock Hotel & Casino Las Vegas – and begins with Internext, followed by the AVN Novelty Expo and the AVN Adult Entertainment Expo, and culminates with the AVN Awards Show. For more information about the 2015 AVN Awards, visit

Merry Christmas and Good tidings to all…

December 25th, 2014


So with this holiday I’ve learned a few things. Things aren’t always controllable, I can’t be perfect no matter how good my intentions are, people don’t do what you think they will do, magic can still happen no matter how negative your outlook may be and nothing ever ever, ever turns out the exact way you imagine. And I have been surprised at how much better the outcome may be despite my intentions.

Today my sister Cheryl is in a rehab hospital. I’m hanging out locally today and driving out to Vegas early in the morning and visiting her tomorrow and Saturday. But today on Christmas I am with my dogs and my husband and his family feeling really grateful and happy. I’m wearing my Green Bay Packers footie pajamas, eating more cookies then should be physically possible to swallow.

Happy holidays to all and many blessings to you all!

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